It's really been tough this year, how to explain and where to begin.
I started dating a girl who couldn't decide if she wanted me or not to turn out that she does want me or seems to.
roxkstudios has been hard to get off the ground with the amount of travel I've been doing, all of my youtube stuff has kind of taken a nose dive and if i had to be honest its really heart breaking at times, I don't even know what to write about.
I have a new job at a computer repair shop which is awesome and maybe I will have an internship at a local printers which is also awesome but honestly finding my heart has been hard.
I am in love with the girl I'm living with, she really makes me feel happy, but for work I am really out of ideas, I see my computer repair work as work but it's not the same, a blogger in need is what i could discribe myself as.
I want to write and make videos and blog and vlog, but my inspiration is dry. in a weird way its a back handed good thing because it mean that everything I do right now is putty and there is so much freedom I am boundless for ideas but actually doing it, now thats became nearly impossible.
I dont want to cry or give up but finding gaps where I can sit and just work, work on my roxksie stuff hasnt been easy.
This is convoluted but I needed to let it out.
Forgive me.
Signed
Roxks
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